Reflections, Seasons and Holy Days Brianna Tittel Reflections, Seasons and Holy Days Brianna Tittel

Birthday Candles and Tisha B’Av

This year my birthday happens to fall on Tisha B’Av. While I celebrate life, another people mourn over what the world lost.

Today is my birthday.

Another day I get to thank my Maker for giving me the precious gift of breath in these lungs. Every year is testimony to God’s kindness. Our Creator is outrageously gracious.

This year my birthday happens to fall on Tisha B’Av. While I celebrate life, another people mourn over what the world lost.


Two Calendars

Tisha B’Av is the day the Jewish people remember the destruction of both temples in Jerusalem, which amazingly occurred on the same day hundreds of years apart. They also mourn the suffering, exile, and heartbreaking loss of life that followed. It is a day marked by fasting, lament, and remembrance. Generation after generation, Jewish families hold this grief, refusing to forget the place where God has caused his name to dwell.

For me, this year is a real juxtaposition. One calendar tells me to celebrate; the other invites me to mourn.


The Chapter I Almost Cut

Last year, my birthday looked very different.

At my request, my husband took the day off work and took the kids out for several hours, giving me precious, uninterrupted time to work on my book. This time last year, I was nearing the final draft of The Forgotten Gospel, feverishly summing up chapter 11 and nervously preparing to hand off the entire manuscript my editor. When his comments eventually came back—overwhelming me with thoughtful criticism—I revised nearly everything he pointed out. But there was one suggestion I struggled with.

He urged me to remove chapter 11, Why Don’t We Have a Temple Today, entirely.

His reasoning was understandable. The chapter ventured into difficult territory—Israel, the Temple Mount, the land, Zionism—questions that lean political in the minds of most readers. In his mind, it belonged in a different book.

I mulled over his advice for weeks, but in the end, I retained the chapter in full. I couldn’t bring myself to put forward a book about Leviticus while ignoring the question of the temple’s place in our day, a loss that sits at odds with both Leviticus’s story and it’s hope.

My book argues that Leviticus is not merely a collection of ancient rituals expired at the cross, but the beating heart of the story about a holy God choosing to dwell among his people. The sacrifices, the priesthood, the festivals, the laws—they all orbit one glorious reality: Yahweh living in the midst of Israel.

Today, for a number of reasons, that reality remains painfully out of reach.

Maybe it’s nostalgia, but it feels a bit providential that a year later—after wrestling with such an divisive topic and wondering whether to include it in my book at all—my birthday would fall on Tisha B'Av, the day of mourning the loss that is God’s earthly abode.

How would I feel today, I wonder, had I convinced myself to remove that chapter because it was “too political?” “Too disconnected” for readers from the gospel, from all God is doing through his Messiah?

To me, and to many others, the temple is the crown jewel in God’s beautiful plan to redeem and restore all things.

Had I removed the chapter, I fear I may have spent today doing what my book ultimately cautions its readers against: celebrating God's faithfulness to me while remaining indifferent to the people and place through whom God promises to work in the world.


The Fallen Tent at the Center

Without the temple, Israel cannot experience the covenant fullness of God's promised dwelling among them. And if God is not dwelling in the midst of his people in the way he promised, his covenant purposes remain publicly unfinished before the nations.

Moses himself appealed to this very concern. If Yahweh abandoned his people in the wilderness, the surrounding nations would conclude that he was unable to fulfill the promises he had made (Numbers 14:13–16).

Centuries later, Ezekiel looked beyond exile to the day those promises would finally reach their fulfillment:

"My dwelling place shall be with them... Then the nations will know that I am Yahweh who sanctifies Israel, when my sanctuary is in their midst forevermore" (Ezekiel 37:26–28).

The Jerusalem temple has never been merely about Israel. It is also God’s witness to the nations that he is faithful to every word he has spoken.

While I may have spent last year wrangling the words to explain all this, this year, Tisha B’Av teaches me to hold gratitude and longing together—to rejoice in the salvation God has already accomplished and to pray with greater urgency for the restoration yet to come.

Whether it’s Leviticus, the temple, or the biblical narrative itself, I remain convinced that none of it is a story whose central hope has been transcended, transferred, or “fulfilled in Christ,” but the ongoing oaths of a Living God whose promises are still moving toward their great destination.


The Hope

As a disciple of Jesus, I rejoice in the astonishing realities revealed in the risen Messiah. A small foretaste of God’s Spirit has been unleashed in the world, reaching far beyond the walls of a temple complex. He dwells with people in ways that surpass what anyone expected. Those truths are as life-changing as they are beautiful.

But celebrating the worship of Yahweh “in Spirit and truth” and living in the light of the Master’s resurrection does not require me to dismiss the grief of another people whom my God repeatedly promises—and commands—to long for the day his presence will once again dwell among them in Zion.

In fact, I believe the opposite is true.

The prophets envision a future in which Messiah restores the ruins of the ancient walls. The God who once filled the tabernacle, Solomon’s temple, and the devout Jews gathered at the temple in Acts 2 has not abandoned his promises.

The greatest hope of our faith is the hope to which Leviticus points: that God will dwell fully with his people forever. We long for the day when all creation is redeemed—when the presence of Yahweh fills the earth as the waters cover the sea. We long for the day when God's dwelling is once again in the midst of his people, and the nations finally know him as he promised.

Tisha B'Av is not in competition with the gospel. It is the lament of its heart—a sorrowful hope in the very good news the temple reflects: here on earth as it is in heaven.


Gratitude and Longing

On this twenty-third of July, I have much to celebrate: another year of life, a beautiful family, a published book—complete with chapter 11, a chapter I am not ashamed put in front of my readers. Perhaps it can inspire us all to pray with greater compassion for a people who still safeguard the heart of what the world lost so many years ago.

Birthdays teach me that life is finite. But resurrection teaches me that death is not the end. I rejoice because I know that one day I, too, will be born again—this time, to immortality in a day where we mourn the fallen tent of David no more.

Tisha B'Av likewise reminds me that things are finite, death is real, and loss is painful. But faith reminds me that my God can rebuild the ancient ruins. Like Adam and Eve—bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh—the heavenly sanctuary and its earthly counterpart mirror each other. Distinct, yet inseparable. One reflecting the glory of the other until the great mystery is complete, and Yahweh brings them together in shalom.

Oh dear God, I thank you for another year of life and vitality, merited only by your incredible kindness. Thank you for your faithfulness through seasons of both joy and sorrow, of mourning and dancing.

And today, on a day of joy and of solemn day of remembrance, I join my prayers with your people. Comfort those who mourn in Zion, who mourn outside of Zion. Remember your covenant with their fathers. And Lord, hasten the day when your promises are fulfilled, your presence once again fills your holy place, and mourning gives way to everlasting joy.

Until that day comes, I pray that my life—every birthday you grant me now, and every moment in the resurrection—be spent singing and writing and prophesying of your great and unfailing faithfulness.

“You have turned my mourning into dancing... O Yahweh my God, I will give thanks to you forever.” (Psalm 30:11–12)

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Following the Fire of Shavu’ot, Part 2

One of the things I have learned from hiking mountains is that they can play tricks on you. The first time you encounter a false summit, it feels almost unfair. You spend hours climbing toward what appears to be the peak.

The following essay is adapted from part two of a message I recently shared at Friends Community Church. It has been revised here for readers beyond that setting, though the heart of the teaching remains the same.

One of the things I have learned from hiking mountains is that they can play tricks on you.

The first time you encounter a false summit, it feels almost unfair.

You spend hours climbing toward what appears to be the peak. Your legs ache. Your lungs burn. The trail grows steeper beneath your feet. Every switchback feels like it must surely be the last one. Then, at long last, the trees begin to thin out, the grade softens, and the landscape opens up. Suddenly, there is a view.

You can see valleys below and ridgelines stretching into the distance. You stop to catch your breath. You take a drink of water. You let yourself believe that you've made it.

Then the trail bends. You realize what looked like the summit was only a ridge.

The view was real. The progress was real. The climb was real. Yet something greater still lay ahead.

Hikers call this a false summit, though the term is somewhat misleading. There is nothing false about it. A false summit is beautiful, significant, and worth celebrating. Its only limitation is that it is not the final destination.

Acts 2 can often function like a false summit within the biblical story.

That may sound strange at first. After all, Pentecost is one of the most breathtaking moments in Scripture. The Spirit descends from heaven. Tongues of fire appear. Languages break open. Three thousand people respond to Peter's message. The gospel begins moving outward toward the nations. Entire traditions have been built around this chapter, and rightly so. Acts 2 matters. But the mistake is assuming the trail of Shavu’ot ends there.

In the previous essay, I traced the trail of Shavu'ot backward through Scripture. We began in Eden, where fire first appeared at the gate of the garden, guarding the way back into God's presence. From there we followed the fire to Sinai, where God descended upon the mountain and invited His people to draw near. We walked through the tabernacle and its sacred calendar, where Israel learned to rehearse redemption through appointed times and holy rhythms. Finally, we listened to the prophets, who spoke of a coming day when God's Spirit would once again dwell among His people. Every mountain, every feast, every sacrifice, and every prophetic promise pushed the story in that direction.

The prophets, however, left us standing in a place of tension. They spoke of a coming harvest. They envisioned a day when God's Spirit would be poured out upon His people. They saw restoration, renewal, and life breaking into places long marked by death. Yet the vision remained future. The fullness had not yet arrived.

Then we arrive in Jerusalem.

For many Christians, Acts 2 feels like the moment every previous thread finally comes together. In many ways, it is. Yet we often read Pentecost so quickly that we miss the larger story unfolding beneath the surface.


In the Temple | Acts 2

Imagine stepping into the world of Acts 2 that Luke describes. The setting itself matters. Pentecost is not a random day on the Jewish calendar. It is Shavu'ot, the Feast of Weeks. Pilgrims have traveled to Jerusalem from every direction. The city is crowded. The temple is alive with worship. Priests are preparing the morning offerings. Bread representing the firstfruits of the wheat harvest is being presented before the Lord.

And while bread is being lifted toward heaven in the temple, heaven breathes again.

Luke tells us that a sound like a rushing wind filled the House of the Lord. Fire appeared. The Spirit descended. Devout Jews from every nation under heaven assembled at the temple that Shavu’ot morning heard the mighty works of God proclaimed in their own languages, right there in the courts of his earthly dwelling.

The imagery is impossible to miss if we have spent time walking the trail.

  • In Eden, humanity heard the sound of God and hid among the trees. At Sinai, Israel heard the trumpet and trembled at the foot of the mountain. Now another sound arrives from heaven, not to drive people away but to draw them into God's purposes.

  • In Eden, fire guarded the way back to God. At Sinai, fire descended upon a mountain. In Acts, fire rests upon people.

  • Even the gathering of nations echoes themes that have been present since the beginning. Humanity was scattered outward from sacred space. Israel was gathered at Sinai. Now Jews from every nation under heaven are gathered once again in Jerusalem, not merely to witness a miracle, but to become participants in a mission that will carry the knowledge of Israel's God back into the world.

Something extraordinary is happening. The fire has returned to the House of the Lord.

More than that, the fire is beginning to fill people.

Yet Luke's imagery points us toward something else as well. At the same time the loaves of firstfruits bread are being lifted before God in the temple, faithful Jewish believers gathered at the temple are becoming firstfruits. The Spirit that raised Messiah from the dead is beginning to awaken a harvest.

And that word—firstfruits—is where I think many modern readers accidentally leave the trail.

Firstfruits are not the full harvest—they are the promise—the first sign—that the harvest is real. The first sheaf gathered from the field matters precisely because it points beyond itself. It is evidence that something larger is coming. The firstfruits are cause for celebration, but they are never mistaken for fullness.

Remarkably, that is exactly how the apostles themselves describe their experience.

Years after Pentecost, Paul writes that creation is still groaning. Humanity is still groaning. Even believers, who possess what he calls the "firstfruits of the Spirit," continue waiting for the redemption of their bodies. Elsewhere he describes the Spirit as a pledge, a guarantee, a down payment of what is yet to come.

Paul does not write like a man standing at the summit.

He writes like a man who has finally reached a ridge from which he can see it.


The Promise of the Prophets

The prophets never separated the outpouring of God's Spirit from the restoration of Israel. When they envisioned the fullness of God's promises, they did not describe a private spiritual experience detached from the world. They described Jewish exiles returning home to the land. They described Jerusalem restored. They described nations streaming toward the mountain of God; resurrection, renewal, and creation itself coming alive again.

The prophets saw a world transformed by the presence of God. Acts 2 continues that story. But it does not finish it. We must keep walking the trail and following the fire.

The apostlic community understood this.

  • The fire had truly returned.

  • The Spirit had truly been poured out.

  • The nations had truly begun gathering.

Yet they continued speaking of a future hope with anticipation and longing. This is why Peter can stand in the temple complex on Shavu’ot and proclaim, “This is what was spoken of by the prophets!” and also later write “fix your hope completely on the grace that is still yet to be brought to you.”

Like the prophets, the apostles knew more awaited humanity. At Sinai the Torah came forth and the Israelites feared ascent. But Isaiah sees the nations running toward the mountain (Is. 2). The summit the prophets saw was not empty. It was crowded with people from every tribe and tongue ascending the mountain of God.

Isaiah saw so much more than a moment. From atop the mountain summit, he beheld a healed world. He writes in ch. 35:

“The wilderness and the dry land shall be glad;
the desert shall rejoice and blossom like the crocus…”

The place of exile begins to bloom again.

“Strengthen the weak hands,
and make firm the feeble knees…”

Because the climb is not forever.

“Say to those who have an anxious heart:
‘Be strong; fear not.
Behold, your God will come…’”

And when He comes:

“Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened,
and the ears of the deaf unstopped;
then shall the lame man leap like a deer,
and the tongue of the mute sing for joy.”

Creation itself begins waking up.

“For waters break forth in the wilderness,
and streams in the desert…”

And then Isaiah says something remarkable:

And a highway shall be there…
and it shall be called the Way of Holiness.”

A trail through the wilderness. A path leading home—to a summit.

“And the redeemed of the LORD shall return
and come to Zion with singing…
everlasting joy shall be upon their heads;
they shall obtain gladness and joy,
and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.”

That’s the view from the summit. That’s the future that awaits us.


The Summit Yet to Come

“The time is coming to gather all nations and tongues. And they shall come and shall see my glory…” Is. 66

On this day God says: “I will set a sign among them…” From Jerusalem, survivors go outward to the distant coastlands—declaring the glory of God among the nations. Does that sound familiar? It sounds like Acts 2. But Isaiah keeps going.

““And they shall bring all your brothers from all the nations… to my holy mountain Jerusalem… as an offering to the LORD… even as a grain offering in a pure vessel…”

Suddenly the imagery becomes unmistakable. The nations themselves become part of the Shavu’ot procession—from every direction. Just like the flame in Eden, just like the bread waved in every direction. The exiles are carried home like firstfruits. Like grain offerings—fully risen loaves, alive with the breath of Messiah—they are lifted before the Lord. The mountain of God fills with worshippers—people from all nations and tribes—and the harvest of souls finally comes in.

Every year the festival of Shavu’ot invites us back onto the trail, to rehearse that hope again, to take it all the way to the summit so we can practice longing for that view.

To strength our legs so that when the appointed time comes, we can offer ourselves.

Because every glimpse of the Spirit—
every softened heart,
every opened eye,
every act of worship,
every movement toward obedience,
every loaf lifted toward heaven—

is a sign that the harvest is real.

But we cannot stop walking because we reached a ridge.

One day:

  • the wilderness will bloom,

  • we from the nations will stream up God’s mountain with his people in strength, song, and joy,

  • our sorrow and sighing will flee away,

  • and the Spirit of God will fill the earth like breath filling living lungs.

Until then—we keep walking. We count the days. We lift the bread. It is not our job to measure the fruit. It’s our job to follow the fire—for as long as it takes—trusting God will bring the full harvest in it’s appointed time.

May we become the kind of people who know how to live as the firstfruits while still longing for the fullness of the harvest to come.

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Following the Fire of Shavu’ot, Part 1

There is a trail in Utah called Catherine’s Pass that my husband and I love to hike. It begins near the Alta Ski Area. At about 8,500 ft in elevation, the trailhead begins already high in the mountains.

The following essay is adapted from part one of a two part message series I recently shared at Friends Community Church. It has been revised here for readers beyond that setting, though the heart of the teaching remains the same.

There is a trail in Utah called Catherine’s Pass that my husband and I love to hike. It begins near the Alta Ski Area. At about 8,500 ft in elevation, the trailhead begins already high in the mountains. At first, the trail is mostly switchbacks and loose rock. Your lungs burn quickly in the elevation, and you cannot yet see where you are going. The mountain does not reveal itself all at once. You simply keep walking, trusting that if you remain on the trail long enough, eventually it will open into something beautiful.

And it does.

A bend in the path suddenly reveals a valley scattered with wildflowers. Meltwater streams through the rocks. Snow often still clings to the mountain in July.

A couple miles in, you crest a ridge into what I have always called Buttercup Valley, one of the most breathtaking places on the hike. Yellow wildflowers dot the valley floor. Indian paintbrush and lupine paint the slopes with color. Sometimes you see bighorn sheep or moose moving quietly in the distance. It’s a breathtaking part of the trail, and a needed meander through a meadow before the trail climbs again.

Eventually Catherine’s Pass opens before you, and suddenly the whole landscape stretches out in every direction.

But here’s the thing about hiking: someone could be dropped there by helicopter and still see the view. They would still witness the beauty of the mountains. But they’d miss the trail.

And the trail is the whole point.

They would miss the exhaustion of the climb, the anticipation around every bend, and the strange way suffering and beauty begin to intertwine after enough miles on the mountain. The trail changes your relationship to the summit.

Without the trail, you miss the story that makes the summit mean something.

I think this has happened for many Christians with Pentecost.

Most believers know Acts 2. We know about the rushing wind, the divided tongues of fire, the Spirit descending upon the disciples, and the proclamation of the gospel in many languages. It is one of the most dramatic scenes in the New Testament. But many of us encounter Acts 2 as though we were dropped there by helicopter. We arrive at the summit often without ever learning the trail that leads to it.

But Pentecost—Shavu’ot—is not merely an event in Acts. It is a trail of holy fire that climbs through Scripture. The story begins long before the disciples gather in Jerusalem.

Shavu’ot begin with a fire at a gate. The trail of Shavu’ot begins in Eden.


Eden

In the opening pages of Genesis, humanity lives openly in the presence of God. Heaven and earth overlap. The Spirit of God moves among humanity in the garden in the windy time of the day, and there is no barrier between divine holiness and human life. But one day, something fractures. The ruach shows up and realizes right away, something’s broken. The presence that once sustained humanity becomes dangerous to those no longer fit to dwell within it. Humanity is driven east of Eden, and at the entrance to the garden God places cherubim and a flaming sword turning in every direction to guard the way to the tree of life.

The fire at Eden is a holy boundary is being maintained. A broken humanity cannot simply casually reunite with God. And so the fire remains at the gate, guarding the way back into the presence of God.

It’s a loss.

From that moment onward, the biblical story begins asking a single question: How do we get back through the fire?


Sinai

For a long time, the answer to that question appears to be you don’t. You do not go back through the fire. You do not ascend the mountain of God.

For generations, humanity remains, wandering, east of Eden. The world continues spiraling outward into violence, exile, and death. Yet eventually God calls Abraham, raises up Israel, and rescues his people from Egypt through judgment and deliverance. Then he brings them into the wilderness, to the foot of a mountain wrapped in smoke and flame.

At Sinai, something astonishing happens: the fire comes down.

The imagery deliberately echoes Eden. Once again there is a holy mountain. Once again there are boundaries around sacred space. Once again humanity stands before the terrifying presence of God. But this time the story changes in an important way. At Eden, humanity is driven away from the mountain of God. At Sinai, God invites humanity toward it.

Adonai said to Moses, “Go to the people, and sanctify them today and tomorrow. Let them wash their clothing. 11 Be ready for the third day. For on the third day Adonai will come down upon Mount Sinai in the sight of all the people. 12 You are to set boundaries for the people all around, saying, ‘Be very careful not to go up onto the mountain, or touch the border of it....But when the shofar sounds, they may ascend the mountain.” Exodus 19:10-13

Notice that the people were to:

  • consecrate themselves, set themselves apart for something very special

  • count the days—today, tomorrow, be ready for the third day, and on the third day

  • prepare themselves

  • listen for the shofar sound… then ascend

At Sinai, God invites them to ascend through the fire. The God who once guarded the mountain now calls a people toward it.

“So it came about on the third day, when it was morning, that there were thunder and lightning flashes and a thick cloud upon the mountain and a very loud shofar sound, so that all the people who were in the camp trembled. And Moses brought the people out of the camp to meet God, and they stood at the foot of the mountain. Now Mount Sinai was all in smoke because the LORD descended upon it in fire; and its smoke ascended like the smoke of a furnace, and the whole mountain quaked violently.” Exodus 19:16-18

When the mountain begins to quake and burn, the people recoil in fear. They tremble at the thunder and stand at a distance, begging Moses to mediate instead. “Do not let God speak to us,” they say, “lest we die.”

And so they . . .

  • see the fire

  • count the days

  • hear the shofar

but they refuse to draw near to God. Moses alone enters the thick cloud. One man ascends the mountain while the people remain at a distance.

This occurs roughly fifty days after leaving Egypt. Fire descends from heaven. The covenant is cut, God forms a people, but they are not so sure they want to be formed. What is God to do with a people who he wants to be near, but are not sure they want to be near him?

The answer: he teaches them how to approach.


Tent

Alongside the tent in the wilderness, God gives Israel something remarkable: a sanctuary in time.

The appointed times of Leviticus 23 are not random holidays. They are holy meeting times—moedim—when God invites his people to enter into a sanctuary in time and be near him. They are rehearsals—sacred rhythms teaching Israel how to live within the story of redemption before its fullness arrives. Every feast becomes a kind of embodied prophecy. Shabbat, Passover, Unleavened Bread, Firstfruits, Shavu’ot, Trumpets, Day of Atonement, Sukkot—each one teaches Israel how to remember, anticipate, and move toward the presence of God and join him in what he is doing in the world.

At Shavu’ot, Israel is commanded to count seven weeks from Firstfruits. Fifty days. Then they are to bring before the Lord two great loaves of leavened bread made from the firstfruits of the wheat harvest.

The imagery here is extraordinary.

At Passover, leaven is removed from Israel’s homes as they remember deliverance from Egypt. Later, they will start a new culture of leaven, trusting it will become strong enough to raise the bread. And in the meantime, they count. They prepare. They eat the barley grain and trust that the choice grain—the wheat harvest—will soon come. Then, about two months later, it arrives. At Shavu’ot, fully baked, beautiful loaves of leavened, golden bread are lifted before God..

Jewish tradition holds that the bread was waved forward and backward, upward and downward, declaring that the God of Israel rules over all creation. Can you hear the echoes of Eden? At the gates of the garden, the flaming sword flashed in every direction guarding the way back into the presence of God. But now, bread from the thorny ground is lifted in every direction before him in worship.

The God who once guarded Eden with fire now invites humanity to approach the fire at the altar, at the door of the tent, waving the fruit of the earth itself before him.

Into this story, Jesus steps. “I am the bread of life!” He declares that even outside of Eden, the wheat still grows. Bread still rises and through these sacred rhythms, God teaches his people to recognize every firstfruit as a sign that exile will not last forever. That is what firstfruits are throughout Scripture: signs that more is coming.

The bread matters because it reminds us the harvest is real. Much more fruit is surely on the way.


Exile

The tabernacle eventually becomes a temple. The fiery glory of God fills his house. Jerusalem becomes the center of worship and sacrifice. But the human hear is still fractured. Violence, oppression, idolatry, and injustice continue poisoning the land until eventually the prophets begin warning that exile is coming once again.

Then the unthinkable happens. In Ezekiel’s vision, the glory of God rises from the temple and departs from Jerusalem. The divine fire leaves God’s house. The story circles painfully back the gate outside of Eden again. Once again humanity stands outside sacred space.

The people of God find themselves scattered, exiled, and the land that once provided the harvest of the firstfruits to be celebrated in the sancturary in time lies desolate and forsaken.

But the prophets refuse to despair.

Ezekiel promises that God will give his people a new heart and place his Spirit within them (Eze. 36:26-27). Isaiah declares that the Spirit of God will not depart forever (Is. 59:21). Joel envisions a day when the Spirit will be poured out lavishly upon all flesh (Joel 2:28-29). What starts in Israel will renew the whole world.

These promises are not abstract spirituality or private religious experiences. They are covenant promises. They are the restoration of the bride God married at Sinai, under that veil of thick cloud and fiery glory. The prophets foresee a day when the breath that moved through Eden will once again fill all creation with life.

The restoration of Israel becomes the beginning of something larger, where those among the nations streaming upward toward the mountain of God. Gentiles willingly ascending saying “Come on! Let’s go! Let’s ascend the mountain of God so that we can learn his instructions.”


Learning to Walk the Trail

We may wonder, when does this happen? When will God pour out his Spirit? When do we reach the summit of this trail?

Shavu’ot is a trail of holy fire moving steadily toward restoration. From Eden, to Sinai, to the tabernacle and temple, to the prophets longing for the Spirit to return, the fire keeps drawing near.

And all along the trail, there are signs of the harvest. Little glimpses. Firstfruits. Pockets of golden buttercups at the foot of the long grind to the summit we can’t yet see. Moments where creation seems to whisper:

There is more coming.
Keep walking.
Stay on the trail.
The story is not over yet.

That’s what Shavu’ot is. It is a rehearsal of hope.

Shavu’ot is a trail of holy fire that awakens us to the firstfruits of a coming harvest.

Walking this trail strengthens our bodies, our souls. It’s training us how to follow the cloud by day, the fire by nigh—until the harvest yet to come arrives in full. We can continue to follow the fire into the New Testament. We’ll look at Acts 2, and keeping following the fire even from there. Because even Acts 2 isn’t the full harvest—it’s just the beginning of what God is doing for Israel and for the nations. And we are invited by God to join him in that work.

Until then, may we become a people who learn how to walk the trail, who learn how to count the days.

To lift the bread. To keep following the fire and practicing hope.

Because every Shabbat, every festival, every act of worship, every small movement toward the presence of God is training us for the kingdom and the world that is coming.

A world where:

  • the exile ends,

  • the tent is filled,

  • the mountain is ascended,

  • the gate of Eden is wide open,

  • and the Spirit of God fills the earth like breath in living lungs.

Until then—we must to learn to live as people of the firstfruits. People who are disciplined enough turn towards this story and ask God tohelp us follow the fire that fills his house and opens our eyes to all he is doing.

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The Gospel of Shabbat

Light flickers from the candles. Smiling faces come together, hands of the oldest generation rest gently upon the heads of the children.

Light flickers from the candles. Smiling faces come together, hands of the oldest generation rest gently upon the heads of the children. A psalm is read, a blessing pronounced. The table glows—bread braided and golden from the oven, pomegranate juice gleaming like a ruby beside it. What a royal heritage we’ve been invited into.

I set down the last dish. The table is ready. A feast, a celebration of what awaits.

For several years now, our Friday nights have looked something like this. They are not always elaborate. Sometimes it’s soup or barbecue, or even take-out when sickness hits the household without warning. Some weeks we crowd the dining room with family or friends. Other weeks it’s just me and the kids, five tired faces praying for dad who is far away. There’s usually a spill. Always a mess.

But every Friday night, in our own small way, we join millions across millennia in the longest-held tradition in human history: remembering the Sabbath.


An Experiment in Faith

For us, Friday night shabbat dinner began as an experiment in obedience and faith. Truthfully, I spent most of my life ignoring this commandment. The sabbath is established on the first page of Scripture (Gen. 2:1-3), repeated in the Ten Commandments (Ex. 20:8-11), and carried on throughout the Bible and a flashpoint in Jesus’s own ministry. Yet none of that translated into practice for me. It simply wasn’t part of my faith or my weekly rhythm.

Like many Christians, I assumed Sunday had replaced the sabbath. I believed God had freed us from the old commands, and that attending church—when it was convenient—was good enough. Somehow, in my mind, agreeing that rest was a good idea replaced the need to obey the command to keep the day holy.

Looking back, I now see how shallow that understanding was. Not only was it unbiblical, it also reflected an incredible immaturity on my part. I still lament the many shabbats I missed because of it!

As I write about shabbat now, I find that my understanding of it is shaped less by what the Bible says and more by my own lived experience of it. Our family honors shabbat now because we have grown to love it—not simply because God commanded it. And I think that says something profound about its intent.

When Jesus was criticized for his sabbath practices, he responded,

“The sabbath was made for man, not man for the sabbath.”
(Mark 2:27)

In other words, the sabbath was never meant to be a burdensome religious rule, as some of the Torah scholars of Jesus’s day had made it. It was a gift.

God gave the sabbath to Israel as an everlasting sign of his covenant. To them he said, remember this day and keep it special. But despite what I had heard through many years in church, Scripture never suggests Gentiles are forbidden from sharing in that gift.

In fact, the prophets celebrate Gentile participation in the Sabbath. Isaiah even highlights it as something God delights to see among the nations.

Christians are often quick to point out that the apostles never commanded Gentile believers to observe Shabbat. But they also never discouraged it. The earliest Gentile believers came to faith within Jewish communities where sabbath rhythms were a normal part of following Jesus. The apostles simply refused to let anyone judge Gentiles over how they honored particular days (Rom. 14:5–6; Col. 2:16). Their understanding of shabbat came from the prophets—a vision of joy, delight, and devotion to the Lord. Acts recalls many stories of Gentiles being welcomed into that practice.


What I Expected — And What I Found

When we first began practicing shabbat, I assumed I would learn how to rest. I imagined a busy Friday of finishing tasks and preparing food, followed by a Saturday of slower pace and quiet joy—a simple “day off” with the Lord. That sounded spiritual enough.

But that wasn’t what I discovered.

Life with four children makes it difficult to stop anything. I wrestled with the tension of trying to be “off” while my life still very much required me to be “on” as a parent. But slowly, as we relaxed into simply doing our best to set the day apart, something deeper began to take shape in our home. Something that dismantled my Americanized ideas about “self-care,” productivity rhythms, or a religious pause.

Sabbath—the ceasing of creation—began to create something in us.

It cultivated watchfulness. Anticipation. It formed a habit of inviting the presence of God into our family life in ways that felt tangible and real.

Preparing for shabbat requires intention. Finishing six days of work forces me to steward the hours leading up to Friday night carefully. It calls for diligence, not only in completing tasks, but in tending to the spiritual atmosphere of our home.

Shabbat requires me to check the climate of my own heart, to the hearts of the people entrusted to my care. I began paying closer attention to the way our household reflects Eden—welcoming, peaceful, cultivated, guarded with care. Preparing is not merely about stopping work.

It is practice for life in the kingdom.


The Rest That Awaits

In that rhythm of preparation, a holy restlessness began to grow in me.

Each week as we ready the table, we find ourselves eager for shabbat to arrive. We wait for the moment when the bread breaks, the cup glimmers, and we remember what it all points toward.

More and more, I find myself longing for the greater feast still ahead—the day when we will sit at the table of the Lamb with the family of Abraham, celebrating the arrival of the Prince of Shalom. The laughter of the holy family will rise like music as the long story of God finds its rest. Then the king will rise among us. Just as Jewish fathers have done for generations, he will raise the bread toward heaven and bless the God of Israel, the giver of life:

Baruch atah Adonai, Eloheinu Melech ha-olam,
hamotzi lechem min ha-aretz.

Blessed are you, Lord our God, King of the universe,
who brings forth bread from the earth.

The words, whispered over tables for thousands of years—through sorrow and hope, over every scavenged sabbath crumb that kept the promise alive in times of darkness—will reach their fullest meaning.

The one who spoke us into being will stand before us as the bread itself. Grasping it with his scarred hands, he will break the loaf. And I think, in that moment, I will break too.

Every Friday night when we break the bread and hear the ancient words spoken again, I feel a quiet swell of that future.

Shabbat, I have learned, is not merely a weekly pause. It marks an end and a beginning. Like our Creator, we look back on the week and reflect on the ways we have cultivated goodness and beauty. But more than that, we begin to anticipate the future—the day when the work of our hands will reach its fullness.

Our table is set beautifully. Our home is open to whoever God may bring through the door. Not because we are trying to impress anyone with lavish hospitality, but because welcoming shabbat means welcoming the presence of Yahweh into our home.

But it is not we who invite God into our rest. Its God who invites us into his.


The Gospel of Shabbat

Shabbat is more than a day off work or a chance to reconnect with family.

It is a divine gift—a sanctuary in time—where the Creator invites us to celebrate what is good and enter the joy of a God who finishes his work. It trains our hearts to long for the world redeemed.

It teaches us to look forward to the day when the kingdom comes to the land and all creation is ordered under the reign of the long-awaited king.

Some say grace has freed us from Shabbat. I say shabbat is the living expression of grace itself. For one day each week you intentionally do nothing—and God still loves you. Why would anyone want to be freed from that?

We rest because the world does not ultimately depend on us. We rest because God will finish his work.

I cannot imagine our family without Shabbat now. Week after week, year after year, the Lord has used this sacred day to preach his gospel to us.

Through Shabbat he has taught our family to remember who we are, to whom we belong, and what we are saved for: the rest of God that waits at the end of all things.

If you call the Sabbath a delight,
the Lord’s holy day honorable...
then you shall take delight in the Lord,
and I will make you ride on the heights of the land
and feed you with the heritage of Jacob.
— Isaiah 58:13-14
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Glory in Zion

On the night the Messiah was born, the heavens burst open—heavy with the weight of glory. This was no soft shimmer of stars, but the crushing nearness of heaven itself invading the earth.

This reflection is the conclusion of “A Messianic Advent,” a series exploring the first songs of the Messiah’s coming through the words of those who waited — and still wait — for Israel’s redemption.

Heavy with the Weight of Glory

On the night the Messiah was born, the heavens burst open, heavy with the weight of glory.
This was no soft shimmer of stars, but the crushing nearness of heaven itself invading the earth.
No wonder the shepherds trembled.

An angel’s voice thundered through the hills: “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you.”

Before the shepherds could even blink, the sky erupted. A multitude of the heavenly host appeared all around them—soldiers of light declaring victory before the battle had even begun:

“Glory to God in the highest heaven,
and on earth peace to those on whom His favor rests.”

In the biblical mind, to find favor in someone’s eyes is to be seen with affection—to be chosen, welcomed, embraced. In the birth of Messiah, the favor of God had come to rest again on his people through the covenant child.

The angels declared that the glory of the heavenly Zion had become the glory of the earthly Zion.
Heaven touched earth, and for one holy night, the two became one.


Heavy under the Weight of Transgression

Two thousand years later, we live beneath another kind of weight. Christmas calls us to joy, yet the world outside our doors trembles.

The earth, Isaiah said, “staggers like a drunkard… it sways like a hut in the wind; its transgression lies heavy upon it.” The same creation that once rang with angelic praise still groans under the weight of its rebellion.

We celebrate the birth of the Prince of Peace, yet we are surrounded by wars and rumors of wars.

We light candles for hope while violence and hatred spread across continents like wildfire.

We hang lights in our homes while nations sit in darkness and call it progress.

Our carols rise through tears and experiences that are anything but joy-filled.

This is the heaviness of Advent: holding the weight of transgression in one hand and the weight of glory in the other. We live between what has been promised and what has not yet come to pass.


Heavy with the Hope of Zion

The songs of the messianic Advent are about the Messiah who was, is, and will yet be. The birth of Jesus, told through the voices of those who first received him, is not merely the story of a baby born to bring us some measure of personal comfort, peace, or joy.

These four faithful Jews standing at the opening of Luke’s gospel testify of a story that reached far beyond them, one that is still unfolding toward its finale. It’s a story that stretches into our day, yet remains unfinished.

God does not ask us to hold the full weight of his glory—we have not yet been remade to bear it.
Nor does he ask us to carry the weight of our transgression—the one seated at his right hand has already lowered himself to bear that burden for us.

Instead, I believe the advent of Messiah asks us to hold the weight of hope—a hope heavy with the glory of Zion. The songs of Zechariah, Mary, Simeon, and Anna remind us that Advent is a joyful, painful, forward-reaching ache before renewal.

We live between two Zions: one above, blazing with glory, and one below, desolate and longing for light.

But each declares what the angels above and the shepherds below experienced that holy night—
that heaven and earth will one day sing in unison,
and that God himself will dwell among his people forever.

The songs of the Messianic Advent still echo across the sanctuary of eternity, calling every heart to join the same refrain:

“Glory to God in the highest,
and on earth, shalom, on whom his favor rests.”

The covenant has been remembered, the promise made flesh, the consolation of Israel in motion, and the redemption of creation has begun.

May we too join the song of heaven. The king has been born, and in only a little while, the weight of glory will rest again in Zion.

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Anna’s Witness | The Redemption of Jerusalem

The priesthood must have grown familiar with her presence. An old widow, maybe wrapped in shawls, her eyes bright with unspent fire.

This reflection is part 4 of “A Messianic Advent,” a series exploring the first songs of the Messiah’s coming through the songs and words of those who waited — and still wait — for Israel’s redemption.

Luke 2:37-38

She never left the temple but worshiped night and day, fasting and praying.
Coming up to them at that very moment, she gave thanks to God
and spoke about the child to all who were looking forward
to the redemption of Jerusalem.

The Prophetess Who Refused to Leave

The priesthood must have grown familiar with her presence. An old widow, maybe wrapped in shawls, her eyes bright with unspent fire. Did they see her with reverence and respect like Deborah? Or did they assume she was drunk, like Hannah?

Anna, daughter of Phanuel, tribe of Asher—one of Israel’s lost tribes, scattered in exile—still waited, still prayed.

Luke tells us she was “very old,” that she had lived with her husband seven years and then remained a widow until the age of eighty-four. In truth, that is nearly all we are told. Luke devotes only a few verses to Anna, and she never even speaks. And yet he considers her presence essential to the birth narrative of Jesus. Why?

Anna’s actions assume a whole world of Scripture, memory, and Jewish expectation that Luke does not stop to explain—because he assumes his audience already knows it. That world is essential to understanding why Jesus was born at all. It is also a world many of us were never taught how to enter. It has taken me many years of study to learn how to imagine Anna’s story faithfully within first-century Judaism, and to place her hope where it belongs: within Israel’s long and faithful waiting for redemption.

Anna never abandoned her post: “She never left the temple but worshiped night and day, fasting and praying.”

Others came and went. But Anna stayed in the temple.

The prophets had promised that one day the Lord would return to Zion, that comfort would come to his people, that redemption would rise again from Jerusalem. Anna believed that glory would burst right through the eastern gate. She wanted to be there when it happened. So she waited.


Waiting as Worship

Waiting, to Anna, was not wasted time. It was worship. She had learned that the God of Israel fulfills his word in his time. The same God who brought Israel out of Egypt, who returned them from exile, would send his Redeemer. For Anna, waiting was an act of faithfulness. It was her way of keeping the lamp burning, of guarding hope when the night was long.

Then, one ordinary day, her waiting ended.

A young couple entered the temple with their infant son—too poor to afford a lamb, offering instead two turtledoves. The Spirit stirred, and Anna saw what very few could see: the Redeemer had come to his temple.

Simeon had just spoken his blessing when she approached. Her fasting turning to feasting in a heartbeat. She gave thanks to God and “spoke about the child to all who were looking forward to the redemption of Jerusalem.”

That phrase—the redemption of Jerusalem—was charged with prophetic meaning.

It echoed Isaiah 52:9: “The Lord has comforted His people; He has redeemed Jerusalem.”

It was the promise that God himself would return, restore his dwelling, and reign again from Zion.


A Hope that Looks Forward

Luke says Anna spoke of the child to all who were looking forward—the remnant within Israel who had not lost hope. My guess is their number was small. The remnant usually is. In what was probably a crowded, busy temple-complex, Anna recognized the baby Messiah because she had been looking forward.

She had studied and prayed; she had given her life to being a watcher on the walls, a guardian of the House of the Lord. Unlike Zechariah, who likely knew of her, Anna did not waver. She believed. She waited for the Lord to restore Jerusalem—and when she saw the child, she ran to spread the news.

It’s strange to me that our celebrations of Jesus’s birth is often the opposite of Anna’s. Where our messages are anchored in remembering the past—what already happened back in Bethlehem—Anna’s announcement is eschatological. She looked forward in this child to the dawn of Israel’s restoration and the beginning of the world’s renewal.

Today, Jerusalem still waits. Its stones and people still cry out for peace. The nations still rage, and creation still groans. Yet Anna’s testimony remains: the Redeemer has come once, and He will come again.

In his first coming, he entered his temple as a child; in his next, he will enter as King. The same eyes that looked up at Simeon in wonder will one day look upon Zion with great rejoicing. The same baby Anna beheld beside the pillars of the Temple will one day make her a pillar in his own.

Anna’s faith bridges those two horizons. Her witness reminds us that the story of salvation does not begin at the manger and end at the cross—it moves forward toward a coming kingdom.

The redemption she longed for was not merely for herself, but national restoration and cosmic renewal. This was the same hope the prophets foresaw:

  • the day when righteousness and peace would kiss,

  • when Torah would go forth from Zion,

  • when the nations would stream to Jerusalem to learn the ways of the Lord.


Advent Reflection: Waiting and Witness

Advent is about hope, joy, peace, and love. But it isn’t only those things. Advent is the spirit of Anna.

When the Messiah appeared, she testified to all who were already looking forward. In an instant, every year of patient waiting became prophetic witness.

In every generation, God raises up Annas—those who refuse to abandon their post, who intercede through long nights, who believe that the King of glory will return through the eastern gate. Anna’s story asks the question: do we have a faith that looks forward, too?

Anna’s story anchors our Advent in both patience and prophecy. She reminds us that worship is not only magnifying what God has done, but bearing witness to what He has promised yet to do.

The Redeemer has come—and the redemption of Jerusalem, and of the world, unfolds in His hands.

And so, as we light our Advent candles and trim our trees, Anna invites us to keep watch with her. To make our hearts a temple of waiting.

To pray for peace, to face the east, and to wait—
with Anna,
and with all creation,
for the final redemption.

This reflection is part of “A Messianic Advent,” a five-part series tracing the songs and voices surrounding the Messiah’s birth. Up next the conclusion to the series: Glory in Zion.

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Simeon’s Blessing | The Consolation of Israel

I had a beautiful Advent reflection on Simeon’s blessing ready to share today. Then I woke up and saw the headlines. Blood crying out from the sand on Bondi Beach. I could not post my original devotion on the consolation of Israel while Israel lay slain among the nations.

This reflection is part 3 of “A Messianic Advent,” a series exploring the first songs of the Messiah’s coming through the songs and words of those who waited — and still wait — for Israel’s redemption. I write it in the shadow of fresh violence, when Jewish lives were taken, reminding us that the consolation Simeon longed for is not a distant idea, but a hope still fiercely needed.

Luke 2:25–32

“Now, Sovereign Lord, You may let Your servant depart in peace,
for my eyes have seen Your salvation,
which You have prepared in the presence of all peoples,
a light for revelation to the Gentiles,
and for glory to Your people Israel.”

The Consolation of Israel

I had a beautiful Advent reflection on Simeon’s blessing ready to share today. Then I woke up and saw the headlines.

Men and women gathered to celebrate Hanukkah. Eleven of them lay dead. Dozens more wounded. Blood crying out from the sand on Bondi Beach.

I could not post my original devotion on the consolation of Israel while Israel lay slain among the nations.


The Great Temptation of Advent

One of the great temptations of the Christian season of Advent is to reduce it to something personal and private: my longing, my peace, my comfort, my joy.

Its easy to tell the story of Jesus’ birth as though it exists primarily to soothe individual pain, offering encouragement for hard times, reassurance of forgiveness, or a quiet refuge from the “Christmas hustle” we’ve brought upon ourselves. Advent becomes inward, detached from history, severed from the suffering of real people, and insulated from blood and grief.

Simeon’s words do not allow that.

Yes, Simeon experienced deep personal joy. Yes, he was ready to die in peace. But his blessing was never merely private. He rejoiced because what he held in his arms was “prepared in the presence of all peoples.” The birth of the Messiah was a public, world-altering event—unfolding in history, aimed first at the healing of a people and land who had endured centuries of oppression, humiliation, and violence at the hands of jealous empires.

Simeon had waited for the consolation of Israel—not as an abstraction, but as the long-promised act of God to draw near again, lift his people’s shame, and end their exile.

Those who died today—celebrating Hanukkah, a celebration of rededication, God’s faithfulness, and light in the darkness—were living in exile, in dispersion. Australia may have been their home, but it is not the land of safety and abundance God promised to their ancestors. And today, with tragic clarity, we saw why: they were not safe. They were targeted. They were attacked because they are the rightful inheritors of the holy promise.

This is what antisemitism is: hostility toward the Jewish people, the land of Israel, and the covenant that marks them. Hatred not merely of individuals or of a religion, but of a divenly chosen people bound to the eternal promises of the Creator God.


A Light for the Nations and the Glory of Israel

Yet Simeon did not believe hatred in the shadow of death would be the perpetual fate of Israel.

The tiny child placed into his aging arms would be “a light for revelation to the Gentiles, and glory for Your people Israel.” The two hopes were not in competition. They were inseparable. The revelation to the nations would rise from Israel’s consolation—consolation we are still, with unceasing sorrow and deep anguish, waiting to see in its fullness.

Simeon carried a stubborn hope that refused to die, even when the promise seemed buried beneath centuries of bloodshed and delay. He was not waiting for comfort in general. He was waiting for the Comforter himself—for God to return to his dwelling place among his people.

In his day, he knew the time for Messiah was near. So when the child was placed in his arms, Simeon could speak shalom—right there in the Temple courts. Courts ruled by Rome. Courts marked by corruption. Courts standing at the crossroads of occupation and longing, while many Jews still lived scattered among the nations.

Simeon was ready because he had been watching.

As the prophet once wrote:

“Walking in the way of Your laws, we wait for You;
Your name and renown are the desire of our hearts.”

(Isaiah 26:8–9)

Simeon’s life embodied that waiting: righteous, devout, eyes fixed on the promises of God. And years later, the grown rabbi he once held as a baby would echo the same truth to his own disciples:

“Blessed are those servants whom the master finds watching when he comes.”
(Luke 12:37)


Advent Reflection | Eyes that See

As we watch with horror and lament, joining Rachel as she weeps for her children, we who trust in the Lord must ask ourselves:

  • Are we prepared to be watchers like Simeon too?

  • Are we waiting for the consolation of the people through whom the light of salvation has come to us?

  • Or has our Advent grown disconnected from the world and people God is still redeeming?

Jesus was not born into a sanitized story. He was born into violence, occupation, and a blood-soaked history.

He was born to redeem the people who died on Bondi Beach today.
And—unbearably—for the people who killed them.

He was born to end this exile.

For Simeon, peace was not the absence of conflict. It was the presence of the one who will one day bring it. He did not see an escape from the world’s brutality; he saw the beginning of its healing. Yeshua—salvation—was not an evasion of violence, but the beginning of God’s decision to confront it and bring it to it’s ultimate end.

This is the mystery of the Messianic Advent: the consolation of one hated, wounded people becomes the hope of all creation.

The righteous, devout watchers—people like Simeon—will see it. Not because of anything they have done, but because of what God has done.

“My eyes have seen Your salvation.”

Oh Lord, that ours would see it too.

May those who have lost loved ones in this horrific attack find some measure of comfort and peace. May the memory of those whose lives were taken be for a blessing.

Tonight as we light the candles, we will do so mourning with those who mourn, binding up the brokenhearted in with our prayers. But we remain firm that the light of our testimony will shine brighter and brighter as the gospel kingdom continues to unfold—through sorrow, through waiting, and toward the light of the final redemption in these dark and evil days.

This reflection is part of “A Messianic Advent,” a five-part series tracing the songs and voices surrounding the Messiah’s birth. Up next: Anna’s Witness | The Redemption of Jerusalem. How it is so, desperately, needed.

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Mary’s Song | The Promise Made Flesh

The hills of Judea rejoiced when Mary began to sing. Were her feet swollen, still dusty and dry from the long walk south as new life swelled within her? She was young—too young, perhaps, for the weight she now carried.

This reflection is part 2 of “A Messianic Advent,” a series exploring the first songs of the Messiah’s coming through the songs and words of those who waited — and still wait — for Israel’s redemption.


Luke 1:46–55

The Promise Made Flesh

“My soul magnifies the Lord.”

The hills of Judea rejoiced when Mary began to sing. Were her feet swollen, still dusty and dry from the long walk south as new life swelled within her? She was young—too young, perhaps, for the weight she now carried. Yet the words rose from something older than she was, older even than the language she spoke.

For centuries, Israel had waited. No prophets. No new word from heaven. Just the echo of promises spoken to the mothers and fathers who had long since turned to dust. And now—here in the body of a young, Jewish woman—the silence broke.

The Spirit that once hovered over the waters now hovered over her. The same glory that filled the tabernacle had entered a humble womb. When Gabriel said, “The Spirit of the Most High will overshadow you,” Mary did not hesitate to believe the impossible. And when that promise caused the baby inside her cousin Elizabeth to leap for joy, Mary’s young soul could not stay still either.

“My soul magnifies the Lord.” The word magnify means to make great—to see God as he truly is. Her faith gave her sight. Mary saw what few had ever dared to imagine: that the Holy One of Israel had stooped low to lift his people up.

Her song was the anthem of a people who had waited four hundred years for heaven’s silence to break.


Why Sing, Mary?

If we were to ask her why she sang, Mary might laugh—singing is what her people do. And she already knew the melody, drawn from the marrow of her people’s memory.

For generations, Israel had sung the psalms of exile and return, of longing and lament. Mary’s song was the voice of Israel remembering who she was.

Try as our individualistic culture might to make Mary’s song a private reflection, she did not sing for herself. She sang for her ancestors—for the barren and the broken, for the downtrodden and oppressed, for every woman who stood in the face of evil to protect the promised seed and not yet seen its fulfillment. It wove together Hannah’s prayer, Miriam’s victory, Deborah’s triumph, Eve’s ancient hope, and the psalms of David into one unbroken chorus—a song older than Mary’s own bones, and larger than her own joy.

This was not a new song. It was the continuation of the oldest one, the story of God remembering his mercy and his covenant, and of a young woman surprised to find herself standing at its very center.

That day in Elizabeth’s home, her voice joined the chorus of generations who had waited for the God of Israel to move again—and now, at last, he had.


The Promise Alive

“He has helped His servant Israel, remembering to be merciful…
He has brought down rulers from their thrones but lifted up the humble.”

It’s almost impossible to read these verses without feeling the weight of the entire Hebrew Bible pressing into Mary’s body. The child she carried was the embodiment of every promise ever made to Israel. The holy covenant once written on stone was pulsing with life beneath her ribs. The Messiah was Israel’s son before he was Mary’s.

He would redeem the nations, yes—but only as the outworking of his faithfulness to Abraham’s family. Salvation flows outward through the covenant, not around it. Inside her, God’s oath to her people was coming alive in flesh and blood.

“He has brought down rulers from their thrones but lifted up the humble.”

God chose shepherds over kings—
the outcast over the powerful,
the disregarded over the revered—
those the world had written off or learned to dominate.

God was turning the world right-side up in the most impossible way.

Mary knew it. She knew that every kingdom built on oppression, every throne secured by violence or pride, would one day crumble before the reign of her child.

Every throne of man will one day bow before a Jew.

And so, the Magnificat is no lullaby—its a battle hymn of the lowly made triumphant.
The king had entered the world through the covenant of Israel’s womb.


Advent Reflection | Joining the Song

The story of Israel has always been about restoration. Every law, every festival, every sacrifice embodies the same hope—that God will draw near, cleanse his land, exalt Israel, bless the nations, and dwell with his people forever.

Mary’s song declares that this hope is no longer deferred. The long exile of sin and sorrow is ending. She sang because in her body, Israel’s story was reaching another mountain peak:

  • The promise to Abraham became tangible.

  • The throne of David received its heir.

  • The dwelling of God moved from tent to temple to flesh.

The popular Christmas song Mary Did you Know is answered by her own song with a resounding and unapologetic yes! The covenant she hoped in, the promises she knew all about, became incarnate. And this is how heaven always seem to come—unexpectedly, but faithfully, and through the obedience of the ordinary people who trust in the promises of God.

Christmas exalts global joy—peace on earth, goodwill to all. But if we linger a moment with Mary, we may find the heart of the gospel waiting there: through this family, we too have found God’s life and blessing.

Mary was blessed not simply because she bore the Messiah, but because she believed in the promises to her people. Advent invites us into that same faith: to sing long before any sign of the promise is fulfilled.

Christmas celebrates the truth that God’s mercy is not abstract but ancestral—it has a lineage, a story, a name, and a song. A song Mary already knew, passed down from the blessed women who had sung it for generations.

This December, let us learn her song again.
May we carry her faith on the other side of its moment—
waiting for the day when the son she bore will return to finish what he began:
to restore Israel, exalt the humble,
and fill the world with the knowledge of his glory.

He who is mighty has done great things,
and holy is his name.

This reflection is part of “A Messianic Advent,” a five-part series tracing the songs and voices surrounding the Messiah’s birth. Up next: Simeon’s Blessing | The Consolation of Israel.

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